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Christianity and Depression, Christianity and Mental Health, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Personal Journal
This depression come deflation that has been stalking me of late is still pretty much hanging around in the wings just waiting to take center stage in my life for a while.

I guess so many of us, and especially those of us who suffer from poor mental health, experience this sometimes don’t we?
The question is, “do we simply give in and allow it to happen or do we try to fight it off?”
And in some respects I guess how close it is – how much it is taking over will dictate just how we respond to that question. For once the depression come deflation has started to hit isn’t it natural to simply accept what we see as being “the inevitable”?
But why? Who says we have to? I for one am not willing to accept it as being the “inevitable” and I for one am not simply ready to enter into the “natural” response when perhaps a super-natural response is open to us.
If pushed concerning whether I was; a pessimist, a realist or an optimist, I would probably describe myself as a realist with a hint of cynicism LOL. But more than that I am a Christian and I do therefore believe in the power of prayer and the benefits of praise and worship in Christ.
These give me access to the super-natural where the natural fails me or is inadequate. In the natural I should simply accept the inevitable but in the supernatural I can hope beyond the inevitable and reach for the improbable even the impossible can’t i?
So that had been my response of late. To hope and focus beyond the natural and to surround myself in and with prayer and praise and worship.
Additionally I am taking steps within the natural. Eating healthily, trying to get good rest, keeping my mind and my body active. And all of these things are important for our well-being I think.
I have spent most of the day, when able, editing videos of a children’s amateur boxing tournament which my son filmed for the local amateur boxing club and this has given me a great distraction and helped occupy my mind.
I say when able as I have got the flu, yet again, and it is seriously kicking my butt. And I am sure that this has some part to play in how I have been feeling of late. Although I am sure that there are other factors too.
So all in all it has been another good day! The coping techniques seem to be working and at the end of the day the alternative is so undesirable!
Yes, we can reach for the impossible because we have a Savior for Whom nothing is impossible as long as it is good!! Reach, dear brother, reach!!
Hey Sis,
Sorry for the delayed response but as you know I haven’t been well with this darned flu and so haven’t been online very much at all.
Thankfully I think that I am over the worst of this flu now and so am hoping that I will be ok. I really wanted to thank you for the encouragements though, as they mean so very much to me.
Hope that you are well?
Lots of love in Him.
Kevin
Dearest Kevin,
So glad you are keeping your head above water though it may not feel like that with having another flu. And glad to hear you are eating healthy and taking care of yourself. That is great news!
We have talked about how fighting on two fronts the physical and the psychological is so hard and harder still, the flu does drag one down psychologically. Hang in there, Kevin. Praying for you.
God bless you and make you well,
Ellen
Dearest Ellen,
Yes we have often spoken about the need to fight from two fronts and the way the physical affects the psychological and of course the way in which the psychological can effect the physical. Thankfully I think I am over the worst of the flu now and so am able to be up and out of bed a lot more now thankfully.
I am determined not to let this drag me down and so far, thank the Lord, I am managing to stay positive regardless of it all.
Hope you and hubby are well and are not snowed in.
Kind regards and God bless you.
Kevin.
I have a good idea what you are talking about. Full speed ahead on blogging project. I putting things together getting ready for 2013. I hate it when that lurking depression lays in wait for you to just trip up for a moment. It sneaks in on me. Staying focused helps. And writing or doing art helps. Stay strong if your able. With the flu that might be a problem. I hope you feel better soon. Happy New Year 2013. peace. jk jennifer
Hi Jennifer,
Sorry to hear that you too experience the lurking/stalking depression that I spoke of but the good news is that I think I might well be over the worst of the flu now and indeed am also feeling a lot more positive about things.
I am at leas able to get up and out of bed more now and whilst I was unable to make church yesterday which is unfortunate I am hoping to at least catch up on some blogging and also start on completing a few project that have been waiting for me to be well enough to do.
Hoping that you have a super New Year and a blessed 2013
Kind Regards and God bless you.
Kevin.